Getting A Grip..

It's hard to realize when yourself is not yourself, that's when you start to make regrettable actions in desperate situations. I hate feeling like this, but i shouldn't even be bothered because honestly there are a lot more people with bigger problems than me..

I look at what I've gone through and i just can't help think, it's time i deserve someone that makes me happy.

But i was also told, you can't want that person if you can't be that person yourself.. Am i not trying my best?

This is your Life